As
the night falls, scared I am to close my eyes,
Will
I see the vortex again and will I fall?
Mostly,
the nights are whispering in my ears,
Tomorrow,
again it’ll be the same old day of dry tears.
At
nights; I talk it out with myself,
What
I want and what I have,
Trying
hard at each step,
Broken,
crooked road and sore in my steps.
Will
I ever be out of this vortex?
Is
there a day designed for me,
When
I could breathe the fresh blossoms and fresh river stream?
Will
I see what’s behind this faded sheet of thoughts?
It’s
not that I’m weak, I know me,
Strong
I am within, to everyday; face this dread,
Dawn
breaks, I sit with the first ray,
Sharing
my last night’s quest.
Ray
says, each day rise up,
Face this test and take one more step,
I
see people around who bring me down,
The
fear and loathsome feeling, Ray, how do I bare?
I
see, what you say and know what you mean,
But
life is with people like these,
They
are the ones; you don’t understand who make you strong,
Beam,
shine, rise like Ray.
Maybe
not today, not tomorrow,
But
someday, the silent reverie,
The
answers you need,
Will
be waiting in distance and be clear.
Are
those the answers waiting?
To
unite with my soulful call, You’ll say,
Passion
is what they’ll seek,
Answers
to questions when they meet.