In
this maddening town, I start my day,
Early
morning, with rough, uneven ride,
The
place where blindfolded people play,
I try
to play it right; however I fail each time,
I
think to myself Oh! You worthless being,
You
don’t deserve this place.
A diamond
cladded she; who speaks, much to my dismay,
I
wonder she is a poisonous being, or my being confused by her ways,
She
opens her fiery mouth and my ears start to fade her sound,
Drop
by drop her poison fills,
In
this shielded space of mine,
I try
to learn her ways but fail every time.
Her
words so demeaning for everyone,
Even
for boon companion,
Behind
their back she spits and slaps, I watch her ugly ways,
Surprised
I feel; the world loves her,
To her
days are warm and smooth,
Glad
she seems of her ways and other seems to praise,
I
watch again this delusional little world,
My
obedience and truth is disgraced,
I
think to myself yet again, what’s my worth to this place?
With anharmonic
heart I start my day,
In
this maddening crowd.